Its so hard sometimes...
When there are dayz when u look back on ur past
and u remember those memories where u wish u could go back to
be in a Deep dream were everything goes ur way
u get everything u want
and u feel like the world couldn't be a better place
Dreams....a place where ur heart, and ur wishes come true

Its so Hard sometimes...
when u try to rewind reality to the old dayz
but u know u can't

ugh i wish that sometimes...
that i wasn't force to get over u
that i wasn't forced to hate you more than i hate myself
i wish i could go back to those dayz 6 months ago
when we first met
i wish i could go back to those dayz wen i was still the person u wanted to talk to
the person u cared so much about
i wish i was still the person u knew back then
becuz maybe.....just maybe things would be a way lot diff now
we wouldn't be argueing as much
we wouldn't be trying to hurt each other so much
i wouldn't be depressed anymore...

Ugh everytime u try to figure out wats wrong with me
trying to find out why im so depressed
My only response "nothing....im ok"
but my head screams out "ITS UR FAULT IM LIKE THIS...I HATE YOU!!!"

but now its over...
i can't go back to those dayz
those days will forever remain the past
its time for change
and its time to move on
we already sed goodbye to each other for the last time
...but idk if im willing to mean it